Oct. 6th, 2005

jspencer1986: (Default)
Ok, so, John says no more posting once a month...so here I am.

It would probably help if I ever actually had something interesting to write in here, but my life is pretty boring. I work, I eat, I sleep. I don't live in America and therefore can't afford to come over for awesome conventions where you get to hang out playing basketball and watching movies with your favourite stars, while they ask you how to give oral sex to a girl or touch your happy trail or chest scars.

Wouldn't it be nice if I could afford that...

Well, I can't so I'll stop dreaming of being able to do that some day. So instead, I may just have to entertain you with some unusual thoughts. I've heard so many stars say "If you want something bad enough, you'll get it", when they're asked to give one piece of good advice. Now, what I'd like to know is this - where do you draw the line between wanting something really badly, and being obsessed with getting it? Is there even a difference? Is there a clear-cut way to tell?

Here's another thing. I've been obsessed with a lot of things in my life, and I would consider that 'wanting something bad enough'. I don't see Eliza Dushku anywhere in my house. I also don't see a record contract on my table waiting to be signed, or a hundred bucks in my wallet. So onto my next question - do stars really know what they're talking about? Do they really understand the reason they're stars? Are they just making up all the advice they give because it sounds inspiring to youngsters?

Either way, I still like them, even if they ARE lying weasels. I think thats the sign of a true fan. Or maybe just a truly idiotic fanboy. Guess I'll never know.
jspencer1986: (Default)
Well, aint that an arrow to the heart.

I just found out one of my biggest high school crushes is getting married. I wish I could feel happy for her, but I've had a crush on this girl for close on 5 years so it's a bit difficult to take at the moment.

I'll write some more on the subject when I'm thinking a little clearer than "Find fiance. Destroy."

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