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It's 3am. I must be lonely.

In fact I kinda am...

I had a dream last night about the violinist I was totally into just before I moved to Brisbane. In the dream I went to her house and she was being really nice to me and spending time with me even though she had other guests over too. But I didnt want to make her other guests feel unwelcome so I left even though she didnt want me to go. Then I drove into this shopping complex, and when I got out of my car some guy beat me up and called me a fag and a sissy freak. I was bleeding and stuff so I got back into the car and drove back to her place. When I got there she was making out with a female friend of hers, but when she saw me standing there covered in blood she asked her friend to leave and she spent ages tending to me and bandaging me up...then nice things happened between us, even tho I was kinda sore.

It was a strange dream I know, but I guess I've been thinking about her a lot lately. Her and Lisa Y. But hey, why bother right? No chance that I will ever be with either of them, thats just how it goes.

OOOOh, I also just got a pup. He's a 4 month old Staffy X Rhodesian Ridgeback, and he is cute as hell, but totally not all there if you know what I mean. I named him Spike.

Anyway, its time to sleep. Later days.
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I spent last night with the most amazing girl.

Her name is Caetlyn, and she's a violinist. I met her a few months ago when I was helping out at the high school and I hung out at her class with her, but at that stage I didnt know her name and I was pretty shy, so inevitably I didnt ask.

And anyway, about a month ago I was playin a gig down at the local festival and she was in the front row. I started playin Boys Of Summer and when I got to the line "remember how you made me crazy, remember how I made you scream" I looked directly at her and smiled kinda suggestively. She started smiling and giggling and I almost started laughing halfway thru my song. But after that I finally had the courage to look for her and ask her name. But after looking for her for 3 and a half hours I couldnt find her and gave up.

So last night I get asked to play at a school concert that she is playing at (she's 16 by the way...I'm 18 for those of you that dont know) and we get talking out the back. So basically we ended up spending most of the night together and I told her about spending all that time looking for her at the festival and she thought it was very cute.

The only problem now is that I move to Brisbane in exactly one week. I want to see her a few more times before I go but since she is still in school the only way that will happen is if I help out there again in the next week.

So now I'm feeling sad to leave her behind after just one 'almost-date'.

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